It just Goes On

Life has its own strange ways, it pounds you down when you cant stand
straight, it tips you over, when you are about to fall, but one has to be
strong…one has to carry on…
We all need a reason to live… a reason to
believe, we need something to hold on to… someone to hold on to… The Feelings
are so strong that it draws you closer… you could be a million miles always, but
you would feel the hug, you will feel the kiss… one touch of love takes away all your
pain, all the sorrows… fills your heart with bliss…

Days gone by
staring at the empty road below, eternity passed thinking, what if…wondering,
why not… We all have to go separate ways, change is a part of life, change is
life, but we have to carry on the faith, we have to carry on the belief, that
one day we’ll meet again…that one day we’ll love
again…someday.

Time does not wait for you or for me, days pass and
years pass by, you lose your loved ones, you move away from them, your life
changes, friends change, society changes!! But your heart has those precious
moments etched in it, whether you want it or not. It is there! Making you happy
at times when your heart is low, makes it painful at times where you can bear no
more. Your heart has those moments in that corner where no one else can see, no
one else knows what you are feeling…no one knows what you are thinking… They ask
looking at your blank face…and you… you just smile…saying “Nah, Nothing” …

Abandon the search for Truth; settle for a good fantasy.

I've been listening/learning/playing this song, Yaroon, it's a Hindi song, took about one hour to search and download. It was worth every millisecond. The wordings are simply amazing (the guitar cords simple, I like songs like these), I wish I could play the song for you all, but my voice is not the canary-filled it used to be, am down with throat infection again. It’s the kind of song one can so well relate to. The kind of song which brings back so many memories, like the time I caught my first fish back in Shillong, wanted to show off my “catch” so badly that I forgot to reel it in properly and it somehow got unhooked and got away, and nobody would believe me that I caught one. They still don’t. Yet another ‘it got away’ tale apparently… The time when I got my first bike, it was a mountain terrain model, boy! me and my brother rode it till the rubber wore off. The time I climbed on to a horse, rode off into the sunset, the beautiful evenings playing cricket, the time we all went boating when it was snowing. It was so so so cold, but nobody seemed to care, the beautiful Himalayas seemingly took the cold away. I remembered my numerous attempts to be a success at rock climbing, who could have guessed that defying gravity could be so hard.
I was sitting here thinking about my childhood, the setting was so perfect to do so, slight rain, hot coffee, amazing music. I found a wallpaper on google, that I used to have on my comp 6 years back. All my history with this computer returned, the numerous websites I created, the failed attempts trying to get my friends passwords (irrespective of what may be said elsewhere, I don’t do that anymore), the thousands of formats, we’ve come a long way. I have upgraded it a few times in case you are wondering what I am doing with a 6 year old comp.
This song “Romeo and Juliet” by Dire Straits was one of the songs I could relate to so well… I always pictured myself singing this song to my ‘going to be fiancĂ©’ just before the proposal ( that way it would be so hard to refuse ) … the wordings fit so well “I cant do the talks, like they talk on TV, and I cant do a love song, like the way its meant to be, I cant do everything, but I’ll do anything for you…………. All I do is kiss you , through the bars or a rhyme “ … yeah the plan was so superb, till this day when a friend of mine told me that this song was about a prostitute, v had so many arguments about this, no general conclusions could be made, but the charm of the song was gone… if anyone can clarify, please, please do so…
I never realized this, but I loved my past, wouldn’t change a thing about it… hmmm come to think of it, I might just want to be a little extra careful with the fish.

A Love Struck Romeo